- TELL ME ABOUT YOUR WORK? WHAT OR WHO INFLUENCES YOU AND WHY CREATE WHAT YOU CREATE?
A self-taught artist, I started painting on a regular basis when my Buddhist teacher, Zen priest and artist Richard Kirsten Daiensai, told me to paint something! I create to stay inspirited or spiritually alive, to open up to and express my innermost self rather than become one of the walking dead. Presently, I know little about “the art world” and not much more about the history of art. Painting is, fortunately, for me, still a new adventure. Sometimes it is, I imagine, a bit like a woman giving birth to a child and being amazed she was a significant part of bringing such wonder into the world!
- YOU WORKED IN OTHER CAREERS. HOW HAS YOUR PREVIOUS WORK LIFE INFLUENCED YOUR ART?
I have lived many lives and have been countless things from lumper on the Boston docks to a merchant seaman, from ditch digger to English teacher to psychotherapist. I’ve experienced a lot of suffering and healing, joy and sorrow, brokenness and transformation. I’ve worked hard and played hard. I paint to honor what my soul knows, striving to make the invisible visible, to express what is beyond words to say.
- WHAT ARE YOU WORKING ON NOW?
I’m working on not seeing my art experience as a career or a job, but keeping it part of my spiritual practice, one of several ways of learning what it is to be human, to be loving and really alive. I yearn to create art that is as wonderful as the art I sometimes paint in my dreams! And I have had a dream in which I create a painting so true to life or reality that someone viewing it was awakened, liberated to be really alive!
- WHAT DO YOU SEE AS YOUR GREATEST CHALLENGE AS AN ARTIST?
I once said that my greatest challenge as an artist and a human being was to create a self or a life that is a work of art. Since I often am able to paint well without really knowing what I’m doing, I need to not give into the fear that one day I just won’t be able to do what I do. I need to keep trusting that unknown power or inner artist that keeps working through me to do more than I know intellectually I can do. I actually believe that, for me, my being able to paint has a lot to do with my becoming more loving and kind and forgiving and compassionate. I don’t understand this, but if painting wasn’t a part of my becoming, in my view, more human and alive, I don’t believe I’d bother to do it.